It has taken me too long to realise that I should be doing things for myself; not because it is ideal for someone else, not because it is what is preferred, not because anyone asked to and not because it will make someone else happy. It is okay for me to put myself first, and although it is much easier to say than do, I’d like to start finding self value.
Some nights
Without any reason
I just feel so sad
And the sadder I get
The deeper I fall
And I can’t find my way up anymore
So I was talking to a girl who works next next door to me and she just gave me a free big container of salad and aw people are just so lovely I love people.
Such a good night
Nervous happy excited ughhhhh
I am going to open an online shop
Yep
Flower crowns and cute chokers and little stitched badges
Yep
It is decided
Please take a look when it happens xoxo
You are lovely
You are beautiful
You are worthy
You deserve to be in this world
Don’t ever ever ever let anyone else tell you any different
Don’t ever let yourself tell you any different
No matter how much of a bad day you may be having
I hope tomorrow will be much better for you
I’m slowly letting one person brighten my days and that realisation terrifies me.
I just want this self hatred to go away; I don’t want to fall back into the same state I was before. I’m eating fine, I’m sleeping fine, I look fine, I am fine. I do not need to lose weight and I certainly do not need to punish myself..
Rainy nights still
remind me of you
but you’ll keep moving forward
and I don’t think
I want to go back
anymore
either
